I was designated to be the Research OIC last January this year. Honestly, I was very excited when I was given with this responsibility because I saw it as an opportunity for me to showcase and enhance my writing skills.
I have been exerting extra efforts just to make sure that I am performing my job well. However, because of so many concerns that I need to attend to, because of the decisions I need to make every day, I am no longer certain if I am still doing the right things.
I am bothered.
I have lots of questions.
I am alarmed.
But, I have no one to talk to.
I need someone who can listen and give me some advice.
I need an expert who will push me to do things, even if I have uncertainties inside.
I am doomed.